Happy Birthday Mateusz

This week is going to end on a great note! It is Mateusz’s BIRTHDAY! Happy Birthday Boo! Ok, so this is awesome and difficult for me because having a boyfriend who has a birthday in the same month as your own is hard. Why you ask? Because I celebrate my birthday all month long and now I have to share the celebration. LoL

But, Mateusz is definitely a man worth celebrating. He is the most giving and loving man that I have met who is not one of my parents. He makes life fun and can also be a little aggy. Imagine putting 2 “know it alls” together and guess what the conversation sounds like. *wink* 

Almost 2 years ago, I met an extraordinary man who changed my reality. This man knows every part of me and loves me completely. I can remember like yesterday telling Mateusz that “I am afraid I am going to mess up and hurt you.” Mateusz’s response was, “maybe it is your turn to be loved and have something good.” To hear that from him after only knowing me for 2 months shifted my perspective.

We all have our faults, but when it feels like someone’s sole purpose for being in your life is to make you happy it can be overwhelming and feel unreal. Although we have both said things that were unintentionally hurtful to each other, when loving one another and making each other happy are why we are together, forgiveness is easy. 

Ok, so… This is not about our relationship, but it is. LoL!!! Mateusz is a stylish, intelligent, hardworking, and crafty mezczyzna. Kocham cie moje kochanie! Mateusz you make loving you so easy. You have taken care of me from the day you met me. And you have not second guessed your decision to love me once. Even though you did not know you loved me until December 2019. I do not believe it! You have loved me since the day you met me. *side eye*

And I love that you are so loveable, allow me to love you, and know what it feels like to be loved. All of these things make it that much easier to be vulnerable with you. I hope and pray that we can keep this thing going until the wheels fall off and when they do… We will just fix them and keep rolling. Buzi, buzi!